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dark tower love

stepping out of bed walking past the mirror wait. not walking.
rolling.
why am i rolling?
rollar skates. what? just keep going. okay.
rolling past the mirror wait. i'm in a dress. a wedding dress. but it's black. and red. it's a black and red wedding dress. so what?
rolling past the mirror,
reaching the door it won't open. i kick it with my feet no. i kick it with my rollar skates and it budges. there are boxes blocking it and soot soot everywhere.

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freakoutWaiting for Microsoft Word to open took forever My hands are twitching and if I don’t
Type really quickly I have a lot of typos Its easier to blur my vision
Cuz this weird thing happens when I try to focus Its like everything goes into tunnel vision Things on the edge of my sight get kind of black.. And I start to feel nauseous.. That energy drink I had earlier isn’t helping I bet I put on that music and suddenly I started..
Panicking..
Like something was shut off in my mind.. Or shut on.. Or shut up.. Shut up. Hahah.. shut up. EVERYTHING freakout
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question of the dayThe question swims in my head as I mumble a response. It leads me away and I can’t hear your words anymore I lean on a table and sway, pondering possible responses I can’t remember what I told you…
Staring at my hands I wonder how much metal actually is in my blood. Does that metal make my hand stronger? I picture my titanium fist penetrating the desk.. the wall.. the door… And I can’t figure out why I’m swaying.
Your question confuses me. It sends me to autopilot, and suddenly I’m nauseous. I can’t see, I’m just moving around, pushing paper. Smiling, sitting, “listenin question of the day
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sonorous ideaWalking into the street the raindrops seem to miss me. Not even water can penetrate this mind’s chaotic playground of demons. The wise drops splash upon the metal in my hand as I kneel to the ground And pound a fist to my head; this
Sonorous thicket swollen from crying for recognition; This perpetual, intangible, yet pressing force of An Idea. Whispers, melodies, blasphemous images all Succumb to one another, forming a veil.
A visual song of beauty and fear, isolating me from The alternatives. Securing my hold on this knife. From this tune of dissonant unity forms a battle, a sonorous idea
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Turn AwayLook, there she is, Quick, turn away, Pretend we didn’t notice her, Walk the other way.
If she sees us staring, Quick, turn away, Pretend we didn’t notice her, Look the other way.
She sits there in her corner, All alone, every day, And when we walk past her, We giggle and we play.
Does it make her jealous, To see us every everyday, Whispering and chattering, As we giggle and we play?
Why does she just sit there, All alone, everyday? Where did all her friends go, Do they look the other way?
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fuck happy

Fri Sep 2, 2005, 5:06 PM

IM HAPPY and i have been for a while now..... which is extremely good for my health..

but i have no more inspiration. being happy is rather boring, if i do say so myself. all the people i have written about and for and in spite of are gone from my life now, thanks to the latest graduating class of Renton High School.. so i'm left at school with the people who, for the most part, keep me happy. there are no more people who i am in contact with enough that spark any real passionate emotions.. my love is gone, my hatred fled, my fear evaporated.. and i'm left with happy.

jesus christ i thought this was supposed to be fun.

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Current Residence: Seattle, washington. (united states)
Interests: people, music, art, theatre, writing
Favourite movie: fight club, girl interrupted, alice in wonderland, LOTR, Hary.Pot
Favourite band or musician: Dax Johnson, a perfect circle, coldplay, nirvana, incubus, leontyne price, anne sofie von otter
Favourite genre of music: opera.. then rock.. then anything else that's spiffy.
Favourite artist: no freggin idea
Favourite poet or writer: Dante
Operating System: a computer..
MP3 player of choice: i'm still using my CD player
Favourite game: Mario Kart for nintendo 64
Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64
Favourite cartoon character: cheshire cat or Stewie.
Tools of the Trade: Nikon Coolpix 4100, busted pens

Email: bo0chick@comcast.com
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~aianapoquiz Mar 2, 2006, 7:05:16 PM

Hey love! damn, I guess you left this msg last sept? haha sheeit. anwayys, sorrrry soo late... i rarely used it before, but now im thinking i should give it another shot. anyways. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love ya sweetie pie! <--- that's what i left on my space, crunch, it doesn't go to you. but anyways read it loser, haha love you soo much!